How ya been?
I've been up down and all over the place this year already! Both literally and emotionally. Literally I have been to North Carolina, Virginia Beach, Wisconsin and back again. This year has been crazy already!
Emotionally, the downs have come from an inability to see myself covered by His grace and free to simply live move and have my being in Him. I kept wanting rules. Directions. Law. I was Looking for a way to know that I was "OK" other than just receiving the Grace to walk with Him moment by moment. It's been such a chalenge to comprehend the reality of my "rightness" with God because of Christ. But He (Jesus of course) has always been with me I just have not been aware of Him. The song I started singing long ago is finally beginning to sink in; Still the words "Jesus loves me" Have been some of the hardest words for me to truly believe.
So friends, Instead of spewing a bunch of wisdom now and forgetting it tomorrow, bit by bit I hope to digest and share How the Lord continues to bathe me in His abundant grace and illuminate my darkness. This is only the beginning. I can't wait to recieve what He has for me tomorrow!
To you who know what it is to be broken, I love this... "wholeness is brokenness owned and thereby healed.'-Sister Barbara Fiand.
I look forward to growing together in the grace and knowledge of our Lord Jesus Christ; who has brought us peace and made us heirs of His righteousness! To Him be Glory and praise forevermore amen.